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I used to paint to most beautiful canvases,
but my arms grew weak from the lack of blood,
and each piece would end with me collapsed
before it. Trauma has a way of lifting me
up just to drop me again. My trauma,

The paintbrushes float in the buckets of blood;
the room’s beginning to smell of metal and rotten
sacrifice. I’m misplaced. I am small.

There is no such thing as an artist,
just a product, a desperation that people stare
at under exposed light. They make distant comments
about how it feels to have an insatiable life.
Do I make you feel whole? Is there anything
here for you?

Art is just a form of screaming,
and I’m out of breath from the years.
I have seen enough of Hell to paint
a thousand masterpieces, but my body
rejects this life I’m leading.

The audience steps over me as they exit
the exhibit. All of the doctors, the teachers,
the parents and children. I am left. I am
carefully avoided. I am lifted from the ground
and placed before the stark canvas.
Paint to make the pain go away.
I use poetry to control the pain locked up inside of me, but it becomes an ugly cycle of avoidance and isolation. Healing through art cannot happen if you hide behind it and lose yourself to it. My pain cannot be captured in a couple stanzas on a page. I continue to bandage a leaking wound that just needs to be allowed to hurt, and allowed to experience healing. I can't justify the pain with a nice poem. I cannot justify it at all. It has to just be.  


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Lo (Erin)
Artist | Literature
United States
Someday, somewhere - anywhere, you will find yourself. And that, and only that, can be the happiest or bitterest hour of your life.
- Pablo Neruda

Muse Arts Online Magazine: March 2013
University New Forum Magazine: Fall 2012
Muse Arts Online Magazine: November 2012
University New Forum Magazine: Winter 2011
University New Forum Magazine: Fall 2011
Ponderosa Arts Magazine: 2009

Favourite genre of music: 60's folk, singer-songerwriter contemporary, country, 90's alternative
Personal Quote: "I was never really insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched." ~ Poe
Does anyone have any experience published poetry either as a collection or single entry in a magazine?
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